What a beautiful day. Homeschooling coop started today. I am teaching a class on butterflies and was nervous about the age group of my kids. Kind-2nd grade. I tell you what. What a difference the Lord makes in lives! I am so proud to be part of homeschooling. I think we made a good decision. However, the pressure that is on my shoulders now almost seems unbearable. My children’s future rests in the hands of this forgetful, over-stressed exhausted mind. The Lord has pointed out to me that the beauty of homeschooling is flexibility and if it doesn’t get done today, then it will get done tomorrow. It’s a lack of control that I’m not ok with. But God is ok with that because that means I’m allowing Him to take over. Just the way it should be……I know Lord. Thank you for the reminder!
On another note. I love my children but today I was well aware of how deep that love went when my daughter got invited to a movie and then there wasn’t enough room for her to go. :’(. My heart hurt SOOO bad for her. I shed tears for her. Bless her heart.
We ended up having a lovely evening together as a family and even went out and played some volleyball. I think Lillian ended up enjoying the night, but; I couldn’t help but think how much more my Heavenly Father~Abba~loves me. His child. Me. My cruddy days. Those days I just want to cry from exhaustion. From loneliness. From failure. My Abba is, I believe; shedding tears for me because my heart is hurting. If only I would go to Him. Join in His family rest in Him….maybe play some VB with Him. I could enjoy my night, my day. I could sing praises to my Lord no matter what the circumstances because He loves me and when I am with Him I know everything will be ok. Singing my praises to the Lord……I don’t do it near enough. Thank you Lord for that reminder. <3
